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When it's over, nothing can change to ever make it right.

I wish I may I wish I might..

Created on 2003-04-21 19:59:27 (#1017739), never updated

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Name:	Jessika
Birthdate:	01-15
Location:	Greenville, Mississippi, United States
Website:	My Live Journal

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prettynpinkpunkprincess@mindless.com

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WELCOME
Welcome to my spifferiffic diary! My life has been a rollercoaster ride, especially lately. After all I've been through I still try to keep my head up high and believe that my fairytale is going to end with a happily ever after. I'm spoiled rotten, a hopeless romantic, very emotional, and completely dorky. I definitely don't fit most people's definition of the typical teenage girl. Most of my friends are guys so you'll probably never read about any girlie slumber parties or a girl's day out. I kind of wish I had a close girl friend, but I love my boys so much and I wouldn't give them up for the world. I'm not the most interesting person in the world, so if my diary bores you I'm oh-so-sorry. If you don't like what you see you can always use the back button or the cute little X in the top right corner. If you like my diary and you think I'm one groovy chick, please leave me lots of nice comments and I promise to return the favor!

Maybe the problem is I care too much, and you care too less.

When I look in the [ mirror ],
I imagine a [ pretty ] girl,
and I think, that [ cant ] be me
till I [ open ] my eyes and see the real me,
the girl with the large [ brown ] eyes,
who has makeup [ smeared ] on her face,
from wiping away the [ tears ],
a girl whos [ afraid ] of regret,
a girl whos [ confused ],
who [ cant ] make up her mind,
why must I fight my[ insecurities ],
why cant I just be [ happy ]

Not only did you make me cry, but you broke my heart, and still I miss you..

I'm just another girl to you. Well, you're just another heart break to me.

What's the point of trying when you know nothing will ever work out?

I'm tired of pretending that everythings okay. My tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.

I wish I saved the tears you made me cry, so I could fucking drown you in them.

Everything I learned about breaking hearts, I learned from you.

After all you put me through, you'd think I'd despise you.. But in the end, I want to thank you, because you made me that much stronger.

Now I'm believing all the words you say that I can't say back to you.

These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase.

I'm tired of listening to the sound of my tears.

All of your promises are gone with the wind.

I hope he is as happy as he seems. Because I'm dieing for his happiness... he's happy without me. but a day without him seems incomplete, but I'll let that all go, because it doesn't matter to anyone. I hope he forgets everything and anything that involves me or anything that has to do with me.

Does it hurt to die? Yes sweetheart, but it hurts alot more to go on living.

I should have walked away. </3> The WeatherPixie